The first comment I ever made on the Penn
State / Second Mile/ Sandusky revelations came the day of Linda
Kelly’s Press Conference on Nov. 4 2011. As an active participant on the
Tennessee Scout sports forums I injected a comment in a long thread of people
literally calling for McQueary’s head on a pike. The anger and hatred of
McQueary was visceral. “How could a big strong football coach in good shape
fail to step in and kick the crap out of an old man who was raping a 10 year
old boy”?
Well I could not wrap my head around it either so I felt
there must be something else going on and I knew the true nature of a Grand
Jury Presentment. Knowing that presentment was not an unassailable statement of
fact I tried to caution my fellow Volunteer fans to reserve judgment until all
the facts were in. That seemed to be a big mistake. People were angry. Angry at
Penn State , at Joe Paterno, at Tim Curley and Gary Schultz
and very angry with Mike McQueary.
If Linda Kelly’s goal was to destroy Penn State
and Joe Paterno in the court of public opinion, she succeeded beyond her
wildest dreams. If this was the reaction on sports forums for the Tennessee
Volunteers it had to be the reaction across the country on similar forums. I’m
not sure why I thought there was far more to this story than seemed evident in
the PA Attorney Generals presentation but I became intent on finding out. That led to the creation of this weblog and a long history of exploring the case.
Over time much thought and effort has been focused on attempting to understand what McQueary actually saw. Linda Kelly’s presentment stated this “most credible” witness “SAW a boy being subjected to anal rape” by Jerry Sandusky. McQueary has made it clear that this overstates his observation. This website was the first to obtain and publish pictures of the locker room where this took place.
What we do know about that night is that McQueary phoned
home and then left the Lasch building to meet with his father and family friend
Dr. Dranov that night. The following morning he had a 10 minute conversation
with Joe Paterno. And several days later he met with Tim Curley and Gary
Schultz to tell them what he had observed.
Even if we can accept that McQueary was so freaked out by
what he saw or thought he saw at the Lasch building that he could not react in
a manner to protect the child that Kelly says he observed being raped, can we accept
that condition made it impossible for him to convey the nature of the heinous
crime to his own father and long time family friend Dr. Dranov?
McQeary says the child's height in comparison to Sandusky placed his head at the pectoral muscles of Sandusky's chest.
Here is the point where McQueary's description of the end of his observation becomes important. McQueary says he faced the boy and Sandusky standing a couple of feet apart both observing him. He does not say the child showed any discomfort or surprise much less any fear, pain, embarrassment, or horror over whatever had happened. How is it possible that a small child of that size would not be in pain or greatly distressed if those slapping sounds were a big man driving himself into the child? And perhaps more importantly, how could a grown man desert a small child who was fearful or in pain to the person who was responsible for that situation?

Here is the point where McQueary's description of the end of his observation becomes important. McQueary says he faced the boy and Sandusky standing a couple of feet apart both observing him. He does not say the child showed any discomfort or surprise much less any fear, pain, embarrassment, or horror over whatever had happened. How is it possible that a small child of that size would not be in pain or greatly distressed if those slapping sounds were a big man driving himself into the child? And perhaps more importantly, how could a grown man desert a small child who was fearful or in pain to the person who was responsible for that situation?